parambrahmma
Mrutyunjayaaya Rudraaya Neelakantaaya Shambhave Amriteshaaya Sarvaaya Mahadevaaya Te Namaha The lord, the almighty, the Mahadev. The creator as well as the destroyer Shiva. I think of him as an ally. the advocate and the director. A god who absolves the compulsions rather than adding constraints.You can not just worship him, you must love the Neelkanth. Like Meera was devoted to Krishna...its a kind of devotion that demolishes the frontiers of mere worship. it is when your god becomes your spiritual leader, your beloved. having grown up in a family of ardent shiv worshipers, yet have never adhered to the lord like i do now. i guess it takes time to identify one's true leader. it is not about which god you choose. it is about which system of belief makes you feel the most at peace, the most productive and in tune with the universe. at my own level, have tried my best to understand and observe the various religions. but i guess, in the end you are attracted to th