reason to believe
so very often than not one is oblidged to give reasons for one's thoughts..
why do i love, why do i hate, why do i think, why do i not, why do i feel, why do i not...
i believe not every thought can be explained..not even to oneself. yeh..so there are thoughts..that have been thought and thought..and rendered and editted..based on memories and facts and all that other data stored in your heart and mind. but then there are these other ones...that just pop up..generally..out of the blue.just like that. neither do they have a foundation, nor any use. they dont even have to mean much to me. almost like they dont belong in my head. like a phantom mind was generating them and everyonce in a while they pop up into my present and real stream of thoughts by accident.
now its hard to record them..without having to face the consequences.
because ultimately..these thoughts, like the others, will be questioned...and mostly, questioning them and figuring them out leads to their ultimate end. period. like pest control.
why do i love, why do i hate, why do i think, why do i not, why do i feel, why do i not...
i believe not every thought can be explained..not even to oneself. yeh..so there are thoughts..that have been thought and thought..and rendered and editted..based on memories and facts and all that other data stored in your heart and mind. but then there are these other ones...that just pop up..generally..out of the blue.just like that. neither do they have a foundation, nor any use. they dont even have to mean much to me. almost like they dont belong in my head. like a phantom mind was generating them and everyonce in a while they pop up into my present and real stream of thoughts by accident.
now its hard to record them..without having to face the consequences.
because ultimately..these thoughts, like the others, will be questioned...and mostly, questioning them and figuring them out leads to their ultimate end. period. like pest control.
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